Insanity

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It was another morning,
My eyes, swollen from crying the whole night…
I slept in kitchen, to avoid further abuse,
The world shouldn't know,
I wrapped myself up…
Did my daily chores,
Kept 'his' break fast, tea, and ash-gourd juice,
Yes, a small tiffin box with 'his' veg salad-
On the dining table…
I hurried to leave, while 'he' was still asleep.

We were informed to leave office, as civil war broke,
Our cab driver denied the ride…
I called 'him' up, as always and usual,
As if the day before never existed,
In an excited voice 'he' said:
"Babe, I'm home, it's civil war…"
I told I was stuck; in 'his' cold usual tone,
He said: "you manage to reach around,
I will walk you home."
I did manage to reach around…
I saw men running around, smashing cars,
Glasses shattering and the metal clinging…
He was nowhere to be seen,
I somehow walked through
 And reached home.

Inside the apartment, he wasn't there,
The door was open, I panicked…
I forgot all the abuses, just had a prayer
For him to be safe.
I searched and found him,
Standing at the terrace, gleefully watching
The parking ground, where the cars were smashed and trashed…

He had a wide smile, he seemed to enjoy
The scene, as if it was a movie…
Something within me twitched violently…
I sobbed, I knew he never bothered of me
Nor will ever bother, but the sadist insanity-
Glittering in his eyes made me afraid…
I was lost already, I felt that being intensified…



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