Re-discovered me!

When the heaviest of the moments

Burdening you was packed up,

And kept in a sealed box,

Un-opened, but carried all the way

You walked, and sometimes stood;

And sat, panting and breathless,

Unable to bear the heaviness…

Though once in a while the bitterness

Did sneak out, and you go wild and insane.

But, you managed to live moments

Carrying that box, but never bothered

To open up and throw each moments away,

Laughing at each with someone beside;

Every bitterness mocked at and thrown away…

But was afraid of re-living moments gone,

Frightening than those moments itself…

Finally, some did sneak out

Were thrown out as well,

You were transforming,

From someone you dreaded to be;

To someone you were not familiar with…

And now, you do not know who you are.

I do not despise me, nor do I hate,

But I do feel lost, searching myself…

Finding myself was not a lone journey;

But, I find myself alone in the midst 

Of colours that's fading;

Rain that is drizzling from pouring,

Breeze going still and blossoms falling off.

There was a mission, rediscovering me,

But I found a new me!

I did love the new me;

But was always incomplete...

I wish I could go back

And be the me who was alone;

The older me seemed perfect in lonliness;

Or rather the blissful solitude.