mystic
When you 'know' in the unknowns,
When you are 'certain' in the uncertainties,
When you are aware of inevitable pains
And the hardships you will walk,
However hard you try not to acknowledge it.
I'm grateful that I drank from the river Lethe,
The river of forgetfulness and oblivion…
I could embrace the ones
Who broke the promises,
Who abandoned, who left me insecure,
Who let me fall prey to inadequacies…
Who let me be crushed into nothingness.
I'm grateful that I drank it,
That I could see mystery,
I could be amazed and bewildered-
Encountering my clairvoyance!
Standing 'tall' in front with an innocent smile…
I'm forced to fulfill my path,
It's more perplexing than ever.
This sojourn is to be lived with trust.
I trust, but I lack assurance.
I'm still not sure of myself
And the choice of me in this journey.
'For whosoever save his life
Shall lose it'!
I'm abandoning myself,
The 'intelligence', 'pride', 'self-doubts'-
The belongings of good and bad,
To save 'life'...
It isn't easy, but there is no way-
I have chosen this walk,
I need to fulfill it, it's my divine contract.
These thoughts are essential for living one's life to the fullest my dear ☺️.
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